Still Alive!
Jan. 4th, 2013 07:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cereusI'm still alive.
For those of you on DW that I converse with - I haven't been ignoring any of you for personal reasons. And I still will post sometimes.
But I realized something - using words takes a toll on me. A big toll. And right now I am studying at University - which means that using words is at the *heart* of many of my duties as a student. So by the time the semester ended, I had to take a break from all of that - to avoid going down in flames.
But the other side to this (the Good side). Is that as soon as it was all over, as soon as I stepped back, Parts of my emotions, joyful, connected parts that I hadn't felt all autumn - they came back. Slowly and with a *lot* of pain sometimes. But they came back.
Just wanting to say that these things are not lost forever.
Burt school is pretty close again, so I might not be posting or replying very much.
But I still care about you all and wish the best for you this new year.
And happy new Baktun to you all!
May the Sixth World treat you well and bring you what you need.
For those of you on DW that I converse with - I haven't been ignoring any of you for personal reasons. And I still will post sometimes.
But I realized something - using words takes a toll on me. A big toll. And right now I am studying at University - which means that using words is at the *heart* of many of my duties as a student. So by the time the semester ended, I had to take a break from all of that - to avoid going down in flames.
But the other side to this (the Good side). Is that as soon as it was all over, as soon as I stepped back, Parts of my emotions, joyful, connected parts that I hadn't felt all autumn - they came back. Slowly and with a *lot* of pain sometimes. But they came back.
Just wanting to say that these things are not lost forever.
Burt school is pretty close again, so I might not be posting or replying very much.
But I still care about you all and wish the best for you this new year.
And happy new Baktun to you all!
May the Sixth World treat you well and bring you what you need.
